Life And MusicMy names Brian but for most people i go by the name of Trus or Jester. This will basically be where i set my mind & heart. I write my own lyrics , so whatever i get flowing through my mind i'll post it here. Half of my blog would probably consist most of that. Every day is different and i'm prepared for this journey. "It's not how much I change that matters to me. It's for the most part what I become in the end."

this theme was orignally coded/designed by rjgyo.
fuck everyone !

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1 note May 2nd, 2011 at 3:26 pm r0lllingstone-deactivated201201 asked: Wow , the fact that you write your own songs is a straight prop to you. Your a really good writer. I'm not going to lie when i say your lyrics didn't get to me. Being in a situaiton right now with my girlfriend and then reading some of your lyrics about love , was like a bullet to the heart. You should never stop writing man. I could really see you doing something in the future with that aspect. Keep it going!

thankss !, that really means alot man :), and i do hope my lyrics will get me somewhere in life :D

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Lil Wayne & 2Pac Remix I Made

4 notes April 16th, 2011 at 9:58 pm a little rhyme

Alright you got to dream to succeed,
Thats what i learn, Respect earn, love hurts,
Don’t take a wrong turn in life, keep it steady like your holding a knife
Have fun, what done is done, the worse is yet to come
But turn the other cheek, You ain’t a geek nor a freak
Your you and you can’t change that, Who cares if you get laugh at
Your doing what you want to do, I ain’t goanna become someone new

#lyrics,
April 14th, 2011 at 8:46 pm We fear rejection, crave attention, desire affection & dream of perfection. 2 notes April 14th, 2011 at 5:53 pm

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April 14th, 2011 at 5:52 pm Do You Like Me? (Jester)

(Verse)
You know i like you, in fact everyone knows.
I want to ask you out agian, but i know the answer will be no.
I’ve never been down this road before, but the more i go down the more feelings i grow.
I know i’m a fool for waiting around, but i won’t give up or let my heart hit the ground.
Besides I can’t even move on, i think it’s because i liked you for to long.
Everyone’s telling me why doesn’t she just give you a shot?,
Cause they know and you know i like you alot,
But your stuck in the friend’s zone, my mind is going out of control.
I’m upset that i can’t be with you, but your still part of me like a tattoo.

(Chorus)
—Should I smile cause were friends, or should I cry cause that’s all well ever gonna be.
Everyone believe’s that it should be you and me.
These feelings towards you will never ever leave
But no pressure upon you, You do what you want to do.
I like you but do you like me to ?

(Verse)
You had some feelings come and go,
While mine stayed and continued to grow.
It feels like i got shot in the heart, by a million of darts.
I feel so moody and confused, My feelings are a little beat up it’s bruised,
I want to date you but you refused, I say i’m alright but thats just a excuse.
Cause inside i truly want to cry, but i hide it with a smile and a bye.
I try to walk away from all this, but i can’t?,
Cause i get flashbacks on when we first kissed and held hands.
You might have not felt anything but i surely did. My god i’m such a stupid kid,
Cause i lost my shot at getting you, i don’t know what else to do?

(Chorus)
—Should I smile cause were friends, or should I cry cause that’s all well ever gonna be.
Everyone believe’s that it should be you and me.
These feelings towards you will never ever leave
But no pressure upon you, You do what you want to do.
I like you but do you like me to ?

(Verse)
I overcame my fear, to bad i overcame it with tears.
I can’t get rid of these feelings, i lay down and stare at my celiling,
Thinking if you will ever like me again? I want to be more then friends.
But you don’t ?, People say give up to bad i won’t.
Cause i know there’s a sign of you and me being together,
However, I could be wrong?, But i also might be right?
All i know i have strong feelings for you and i won’t give up without a fight.

(Chorus)
—Should I smile cause were friends, or should I cry cause that’s all well ever gonna be.
Everyone believe’s that it should be you and me.
These feelings towards you will never ever leave
But no pressure upon you, You do what you want to do.
I like you but do you like me to ?

3 notes March 29th, 2011 at 7:24 pm Love Hurts (Jester’ Verse)

(Verse—Jester)
Love hurts
You can feel the burn
Heart left in the dirt
Theres more to learn
Go out and search
But love is a lie
Its like a airplane in the sky
But then it crashes and burns to ashes
Oh its true
It makes you feel blue
It leaves scars and wounds
Feel the pain towards you
Im young i know
But love is fast not slow but even so
Love doesnt walk away people do
Then after that people are like who are you?
Blow the flames out, no doubt
I aint tough enough for pain
Theres nothing it can gain
Holds stuff like a cloud then it rains
And leaves like a train
Wrong turn, Thats why love hurts,

#music,
3 notes March 20th, 2011 at 10:38 am